im sooooo sian now.

it seems like im always losing the things i love most.
lets see...
i lost my favourite wallet last year.
and this morning, my handphone. i just bought it luh! like late dec. i rmb showing off to everyone. the gesture control feature and illuminated lights...everyone kept saying i was so ego haha.

so i was msging in the car and left it on my lap. when i reached aj, i alighted, probably totally oblivious that i dropped my phone. sigh. and i was totally down the whole day. i kept thinking it was all just an illusion..that i would definitely get it back. oh well. i guess im not always that lucky:/

im so pissed with my mom.
why cant she be more sensitive to my feelings? like she knows how much i liked the phone too and when i lose it, wont I be more sad? and if i knew, why would i wanna do that? so wad's the point in harping on that matter? then she starts blabbering some nonsense like why do i have to sms? no wonder phone bill always so high? im always so eager to reply others and not her? WTH. then she starts scolding me for every other thing like how im so dependent on her?!!!!

im so tired luh.
i still have to do some freaking make-up pe??? not like i dont like to exercise but its like wasting time just cuz i didnt wear the right pe shorts???? like why is the whole world so unreasonable???

ahhhhh i hate to feel this way.
and ODAC's such a drag recently.
im so tired.
angry.
sad.
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i think i just have to remain contactless for the time-being.

5:30 AM;